Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
I feel like a someone who just got the Dementor's Kiss... Alive but souless... It's a long story... Don't try to find out what it is. Unless you are Lesley. That girl has the strange power to make me say things that never thought I'd say... ... Too late. Kat got me... But she doesn't know the whole story. 'Cause I didn't tell her the most important part... I just realised that after I spilled everything to Lesley, I crack quite easily and vice versa...
Anyway, yesterday went to Toa Payoh Polyclinic to check my eyes... Went with Grandma and Mum... Grandma had the flu and fever. I spent the waiting time reading GoF. It (waiting time) was so long. And it was so difficult to read, la... So noisy... First, there was a kid, no older than 5, was sitting beside me. He kept moving around and calling me sister (by his father 'cause he kept asking his dad who I was... *rise eyebrows...*) and talking to me... I just similed (what else do I do?...). But that was better than what was to come... We moved 1 row of seats front shortly after they went to see the doctor (it was empty, Mum moved...). After a bit, 3 brainless and annoying boys sat behind us. I was CLEARLY readng and they kept making so much noise. Playing songs and stupid noises, like the PCK theme, a baby laughing, etc.). And, most of alll talking, on the top of their voices... One said he was not gay or something... Right... And another that he didn't hang around girls and whatnot... *Sigh...* The inmaturity of guys... Anyway, the doctor said my myopia was heredited. Ha! Take that Mum. I need to see the optician. The words new spects was my first thought... Then, Mum ask me to go home first, but before that buy lunch for Michael and myself. McDonalds. HDB Hub. And she would go my Grandma's house to do housework... Alone in HDB Hub with Mum's $20. Run wild! Haha... I didn't do that but... ... I did stop at Popular to get a present for Divya. I saw it sometime back when I went with my family. That is settled. Now for Mabel, Charis,Kat., and Lesley...
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7:48 pm
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A b o u t M e
Cassie
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17 Feburary
MG
Singapore