Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Thursday, June 23, 2005
I think my tagboard is not working... Charis and Zh tried to tag... I did too... Fix it later or something...
Speaking of Zh, CHARIS!!! He is so NOT calling me. Zh, I can talk to you on MSN or you tell Charis and ask her to pass the message. Whatever you do don't call... What if Michael picks up? Or worse. MY MUM! She'll freak to the next CENTURY! I NEVER EVER had a guy call before... Let alone be my friend... My parents still think that I'm INNOCENT. Can we keep it that way? Anyway, it is so wierd that he is telling me his problems... Especially of THAT sort... Anway, Zh, why are you telling me this? I'm only your partner-in-crime... Anyway, me being me, I'm obliged to help... Why are you two fighting over such a trival matter? Do you REALLY like her? If you do, trival things should not matter... Right?... Why do so many people have... how do I put it?... partner trouble??? OK... That sounds so... nevermind...
Putting that aside... Oh ya! I went Jie's house. Not much happened... A few highlights though... I got my phone back for that and was SMSing Kat., Charis and Mabel. I stopped one bus stop after and then had to walk back. I was walking and SMSing Kat. at the same time and I almost tripped... Then, when I met Grace and Jie, my laughing button was on... I was like Nerd... Then we went to NUTC... Jie was being SUPER lame... Walking here and there. When my mum called, I just dropped whatever I was carrying and answered the phone. My mum was SO worried when I called back... I didn't pick it up on time. I called Kat. when we didn't know how to change protrait to landscape view... I called and a male voice answered. I think it is Kat's brother... Anyway, I said, "Hello. Can I speak to Katrina?" Then I heard that voice yell, super loud, " Jie, your call." Something like that. And I think I heard wrongly or something. It should have been Mei... Anyway, then, I heard a female voice saying, "Tell your friend you can talk so long..." Must have been her mum... Then, the familiar and distinct voice of my dajie say,"Hello?" She sounded very blur... I forgot to tell her I was and after I asked she answered my question, she was like, who are you? I simply said I'm a very annoying Sec. 1. Then she said your voice changed. Everytime I call her she says my voice changes... Hmm... That can be put to good use... Muhaha...
Went to the library again. Borrowed The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole Aged 13 3/4. Michael is to be thanked for that. I didn't want to borrow another book 'cause I already had 6 on my waiting list. But Michael directed my attention to it when he borrowed a book from that shelve.
Got GB tomorrow. It's causing more trouble than it's worth... Jie Yi keeps calling saying that something has been changed... Jie Yi, you owe me...
Oh ya! Faith called this morning. I was actually rushing to do my tuition work. I was too absorbed reading GoF... Hehe... But I was obliged to. I mean it was only polite. It was a very akward surprise for me... She was in my class last year. She told me something that you don't normally tell anyone, not even your close friends ... It was probably 'cause of my reputation of helping people... I sometimes have people coming up to me and telling me that kind of stuff... Anyway, she told me that she is in Bukit View Sec. and in St John's for a CCA... She said her mum wanted her to join GB last year but she didn't want to 'cause there isn't anyone she knows there... Then I said GB people are quite nice... In our school, anyway... I am serious. I am not like booasting or anything. My whole squad knows each other and say hi to each other along the corridors... New people always manage to find a 'group' to join and stuff. I guess it is more like sociable... Anway, I said make friends, la. She was like no, la. There is a word to describe people like Faith... Not shy but not open either... Charis told me the word but I forgot...
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10:22 pm
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