Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Friday, September 16, 2005
*Dances around saying in a sing-song voice "it's over. it's over. it's finally over." repeatedly* This has been the longest first week of term EVER. EVER! So much stuff happened this week. Stupid P.W. Biology project on the vices. Misunderstanding with Charis. Kat's birthday is over. ** ***** ** *** is over. Finally. I've been waiting so long. Haha. No one knows what I'm talking about. I'll tell you (Charis, Kat and Lesley) sometime later when I have the time. Rearrange the word 'and' and you'll get the subject and over. Yeah. I'm so happy. Caused to much. *celebrates* Haha. I'm so loony.
Clare's mum has been so nice. She's been sending me to and from school. She got me lunch and a snack. She's so nice and I've not given her a single thing. My parents feel... what's the word... guilty??? Someone supply me the word. Anyway, Mum plans to give them something this weekend. Mum says she'll make curry. Again.
Just saw the 2nd GoF trailer. Click here to see it. Got it off Mugglenet. It's nice. Haha... There was scene where Harry looked so funny. He spited out the water the drank. Must be the notice Cho Chang part. It happens in the book for those who don't read.
Ms Monica Bong rocks. I got 8.5/10 for English oral! Orginal was over 40. My conversation brought me up. I had 15 for that section. 1 more mark then it'll be full marks. I thought I stank at that one. 9 for picture and reading aloud. I tied with Jo-ann for highest. Charis said she heard someone get 8.75. Oh well. It definitely exceeded expectations. No one failed. That's good for our first try.
Nerd and I did aa cool cartoon of a goth girl carrying a scythe standing ina pool of blood with words on the side saying 'DEATH be with you'. I got her to draw it for me.It'll go on the back of my file. I helped a little and coloured it. It's nice. The moon and it's light need work. Anyone has white chalk?
Art rocked today. I got a super wicked idea for the tile painting. We got two themes, hearts and oriental. We have to do it O' level style. Research and stuff. I wanted to do oriental. But decided on hearts. I thought instead of the sappy, lovey hearts half the people in my class were doing, I'd do a sad, gothic, black one. I asked Nerd for the gothic symbol and Dorothy and she was like, "You're goth?" I answered, "Slow." She said, " Cassie, are you Christian?" "Ya..." "Then, why are you goth?" I simply said," Long story" and went off to talk to someone esle. Ms Huang, just 'cause you're a goody-two-shoes, doesn't mean the rest of the world is. Some of us feel the need to rebel. Some choose to be different. And anyway, look at Katt. She's goth too. But she's faithful to her religion.
Got Chinese oral tomorrow. Going to Lesley's house. Then for Flag Day. I HATE CHINESE ORAL!!! I suck at it. Stink. Horrible. Goner. Dead. I don't want Flag Day. The only person who seems happy about it is Lesley. She hinted she'll be doing her fave pastime. Should've known... That girl is as predictable as can be. I look stupid in GB uniform, which we are supposed to be attired in under the blazing hot sun at... Nevermind the place. I don't want you to go there...
_broken_
7:23 pm
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