Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Friday, October 28, 2005
Today is the last day of the school year... Odd, how time flies. Seems like only yesterday that I was at the concourse, wondering what the year had installed for me. And now... I guess overall the year was ok. I made good friends with Kat. Got to know Nerd better, Phoebe, a little. Got to understand Charis and Lesley better. Still remembered the time I got into Welfare... Didn't know what I was getting myself into. HAHA. Ai... All the times the class fund wanted money... In fact, I lost 6 bucks to them... Oh well. The year has ended. Time to let lose grudges held. The times we made the teachers angry and got back by insulting them. HAHA. It wasn't so bad, come to think of it...
Today was ok, unless you count the times I got hurt. After moving the tables, played Wacko. Didn't want to, but Charis and Lesley made me. Most were 1Sians, some from other classes. Kept saying to anyone who hit real hard that " Violence is a sign of pregnancy." It ended up being used against me. I got hit real bad by Charis. But I hit Lesley real bad too. Bottled up emotions I guess...
Took recess alone today. Fought with Cherie Chua when I was accompanying Grace to check her group for house games cause she hit me and I retaliated. Got hit in the stomach. Kat found it amusing when she saw us.
After that, had the post exams activities by the SLs. I joined Burn It! Was in Lee 2 with Clare, Kas, Pin, Dot, Katt, Danielle and her sister, Davelle, Daniella, York Ying and Grace. That should be all. Danielle was really nice about losing some games during the whole thing. She was cheering us on and stuff, so nice. We played Bench Ball, Tug-Of-War for an hour and floorball for an hour. We had a question time while waiting for switching. Bench Ball was horrible. Sat out the first round. The Tug-Of-War was ok. We lost the round on grass. Olson was literally dragging Jackson on the grass. They trashed Blackmore, who actually won us. Redid on the basketbal court. We won the first round and lost to Olson the second time. Floorball was good. 2 games, 4 round in total. Played all the rounds but I went out for the second round of both games cause I felt like puking. We won to Jackson during the first game. Lost to Blackmore during the second game. Got hit by Melinda Ang by accident on the place I gazed myself the day before. Did I mention? I tripped at the steps at the quadrangle while walking back to class after the watermelon thing. Just above the scratch I got at Kas's house and below that was one that I got a few days later. I'm so pro... The SL that helped me because Davielle told them about it was better. She recounted her Pri. 1 incident about how much it hurt when a teacher put alcohol on her wound and then made me do the same. -.-"
Anyway, drill was ok. Kat pon. It was quite slack today. Not that it always isn't. Did lots by our standard. HAHA. We are the most slack contingent. They came up with an amusing name for our contingent. See... we are contingent 3 so they said why don't we call ourselves contingent tree. Everyone has a name. Cherie is cherry tree. Joanna is Christmas. Celestine is oak. TY is willow, if I'm not mistaken. Can't remember the rest. Played frisbee from 4:45 to 5, about there. Gazed myself on the spot I gazed my knee the day before. The whole contingent came to me when they saw me seating on the floor. They were all asking whether I was ok while they were walking over. Shocked when they saw my gaze from the day before and thought it was from the fall. Told them it was yesterday's and I got a whole lot of Chey!-s from them. Didn't know it was bleeding till I looked at it carefully when Celestine was giving de-brief. Monday is 9 to 5:30. So don't call. Anything by handphone. I have to bring the frisbee and playing cards. Oh yes!And glass paint for decorating the frisbee. Lunch with the contingent at Pizza Hut. They say KAP is bad. McDonalds, more like. Drill is more fun than last year. Drill's actually fun now. Can't believe I said that.
I'm considering password... Any thoughts?
Crap! My tuition work is still undone. 1 compo. 2 clozes. Learn spelling for Chapter 1, meaning of words and how to read the passage. I have to do it tomorrow. That means bye bye to Nat's party... I'm aching all over, anyway... Also, Drill is robbing me of my energy... Gonna sleep...
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9:37 pm
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Cassie
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