Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Monday, December 19, 2005
Retarded question but WHY MUST LIFE BE SO DIFFICULT?!?! ARGH!!! Why couldn't you have just told it to my face instead of creating a fuss, not telling me why you are angry and telling a middle man? News flash. IT'S LOTS OF EMOTIONAL STRESS FOR ME!!! I have other things in my life too, you know. It's stressful for me and you so why couldn't you just have told it to me in my face? I don't mind. Ok, so maybe I'd get angry for a while but after that, I'll cool and reflect on what you said and maybe you might be right. Did all the years of friendship tell you nothing about me? Does it mean nothing to you that maybe I just want you to tell me what is it that you are not happy with? You don't even hear me out. Ignore me and avoid me, how long will this continue? This friendship means more to me than you think. I can't sleep sometimes thinking about it. Lose my appetite because of this. Cry over it. Have emotional breakdowns. Will you just tell me? I really don't wanna go on like this. I can't take it anymore. If you don't want the friendship, just say so. I don't mind. Just stop this game. Where is the pause button in life when you need one?
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10:55 am
T a g b o a r d
A b o u t M e
Cassie
13
17 Feburary
MG
Singapore