Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'M NOT OKAY
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Why is it that everytime I need my friends most they are not there? They are either celebrating Christmas Eve or being angry with me. Sigh... I'll rant here then.
YOU ARE THE WORLD'S BIGGEST GIT! Argh. Go and die. Maybe I'm being too touchy but I DON'T CARE. How would you feel if you were in my shoes? Couldn't you just tell me before? Not now when I'm in so deep. Couldn't you take a hint? Didn't my reaction yesterday say anything? Are you purposely being like this or are you just a blur blob? I was an idiot. Spend so much time and energy on you. Why didn't I see this before? With all the circumstances, I should have known. You weren't all you made yourself out to be. Can't believe I believed you, I'm such an idiot. I don't even know you so well. How would you like it if I did the same? Maybe you don't even feel the same. Maybe you are just saying it. Maybe you don't really mean it but still... It's different for me. You know it.
Don't even think of asking. I'll tell you to go and die as well.
_broken_
7:43 pm
T a g b o a r d
A b o u t M e
Cassie
13
17 Feburary
MG
Singapore